Assalamualaikum Wrt. Wbt

"But verily, remembrance of Allah is the most important"

It has been three days since my last visit to IUACC. Just for your information, IUACC is an organization that help those who wants to continue their study in UK..What IUACC really does is they collect information such as your results, lecturers recommendation letters and your personal details, compile all of it, ask you which University in UK that you wish to study. Basically they will help you in your application but not for all University..

I received my IELTS results last weekend and ALHAMDULLAH ALLAH helped me again. I was so scared if I fail..So scared if ALLAH won't let me pass after what i did in my past. ALLHAMDULLILLAH ALLAH still grant my wishes and prayers..I was so speechless...Went to British Council with my beloved friend Miss Baizura...heheheh...

ALLAH itu sangat pemurah...malu rasanya kat ALLAH...I really am..after all, after what i did, after disobeying his words years ago, HE STILL LOVES ME...kadang-kadang macam tak percaya...kita banyak buat salah kat ALLAH, menzalimi banyak perintahnya, tapi ALLAH still bagi kejayaan...PUJIAN HANYA PADAMU YA RABBI...I can't afford to fail...Even though i missed used almost everything that he gave, HE still gives me the success that i alwys pray for...

Terlalu banyak berita gembira i received since November last year, 1st was an offer given by TSS, a position as Graphic Designer and Animator, right after my last final paper, i received a call from En. Mazli asking me to come/report as soon as possible...gosh tak sempat nak rest pon..then comes to the point where i was offered a position as Production Editor in WK (alhamdulillah..good salary and position)..guess what happened? I gave TSS a 24 hours notice...hahahahahaahha...and as panalty i have to pay back TSS one month salary...

I was ok for the first month in WK and then we had a reshuffle..i was put under supervision of "not so nice" team leader...I miss being in the same team with kak ellie and kak az...i cried for days, begging ALLAH to make me strong and bagi kesenangan di WK..and one day, i received a shocking news...MY TEAM LEADER dah turun takhta...MASHAALLAH..frankly speaking memang lah happy and so glad that ALLAH has answered my prayer..(well masa kat TSS pon i did pray to ALLAH to make everything easier for me, letakkan nish ditempat ......)..ALLAH NIH SUNGGUH PEMURAH...and ALAHAMDULILLAH till now everything flows smoothly..

Tapi manusia nih selalu lalai, same goes to me...sometimes when i'm so busy settling MY WORLD kind off terlupa about ALLAH. ALLAH sould be in our brain, heart, mind 24/7...bukan dalam solat sahaja...huhuhuh...tapi i'm still weak...MAY ALLAH ALWAYS IN MY HEART...

A Hadith:

(REMEMBRANCE OF ALLAH)

Hazrat Abu Hurairah (Radhiallaho anho) narrated that Rasulullah (Sallallaho alaihe wasallam) has said,

"Almighty Allah says, 'I treat my slave (man) according to his expectations from Me, and I am with him when he remembers me. If he remembers Me in his heart, I remember him in My heart; if he remembers Me in a gathering, I remember him in a better and nobler gathering (i.e. of angels) if he comes closer to Me by one span, I go towards him a cubit's length, if he comes toward Me by a cubit's length, I go towards him an arm's length, and if he walks towards Me, I run unto him."