Kenangan Terindah.

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang telah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Iye ye ye .. Uh .. (Bagiku engkaulah. cinta sejati. )

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Sampai Menutup Mata.

Embun di pagi buta,
Menebarkan bau basah,
Detik demi detik ku hitung,
Inikah saat kupergi,

Oh, Tuhan ku cinta dia,
Berikanlah aku hidup,
Tak kan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi,

Aku tak mudah untuk mencintai,
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta,
Aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta,

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta,
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau,
Tiada dusta,
Sumpah ku cinta,
Sampai ku menutup mata.
Cinta ku sampai ku menutup mata.

I'tiraf



Wahai Tuhan,
Ku tak Layak ke syurgaMU,
Namun tak pula aku sanggup ke nerakaMu,
Ampunkan dosaKu,
Terimalah taubatku,
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah pengampun dosa-dosa besar.

Dosa-dosaku bagaikan pepasir di pantai,
Dengan rahmatMu,
Ampunkan daku oh tuhanku,

Wahai tuhan,
Selamatkan kami ini,
Dari segala kejahatan dan kecelakaan,
Kami takut,
Kami harap kepadaMU,
Suburkanlah cinta kami kepadaMU.
Kamilah hamba yang mengharap belas dariMU.

All about solat...

Assalamualikum Wbt..

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH MOST GRACIOUS MOST MERCIFUL

"bersembahyanglah kamu seperti mana kamu melihat aku sembahyang."(Bukhari & Muslim)

1. Kepentingan solat
Sabda rasulullah s.a.w.: Amal yang pertama akan dihisab bagi seseorang hamba di hari akhirat ialah solatnya. Jika solatnya baik, maka baiklah segala amalannya yang lain. Dan jika solatnya rosak, maka binasalah segala amalannya yang lain. (Thabrani)

2. Jangan meninggalkan solat
Sabda rasulullah s.a.w.: Seseorang yang terluput solatnya adalah umpama seorang yang telah hilang segala kekayaan dan keluarganya.
Sabda rasulullah s.a.w.: Seorang yang meninggalkan solatnya akan diam didalam neraka selama satu huqub. (Satu huqub bersamaan lapan puluh tahun yang terdiri
dari tiga ratus enam puluh hari setahun, dan satu hari di akhirat bersamaan seribu tahun didunia

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Entry 1....- Kursus solat rasullullah

Alhamdulillah last weekend was able to attend a course given by Ustz Hussin Yie..From the course I found out that there are some technique in solat that rasullullah performed were slighty different form the one we learned in school zaman2 dulu...The course was 100% based on Al-quran, Hadith and Sunnah..The course was devided to few sessions..started with wudhu'...all the technique by rasullullah...and than followed by second session; solat Rasullullah..the session started with "rukun solat"...and than barulah proceed with the techniques carried out by Rasullullah; begin with stand straight, look directly to sajadah, followed with niat, takbiratul ikram, doa iftitah, bacaan al-fatihah, rukuk, iktidal, sujud, duduk diantara dua sujud, tahyatul awal, cara bangun dari sujud, basically semua la..beside pasal solat, ade juga session pasal solat berjemaah..YA ALLAH, now i know we need to stand really2 close to each other in order untuk meluruskan saf...rapatkan diri dgn jemaah bersebelahan sehingga kaki kita bertemu dengan kakinya..bahu kite menyentuh bahu jemaah sebelah..jangan ade sedikit pon ruang diantara kite..kite tidak mahu syaitan berada diantara perjumpaan kita dengan ALLAH..don't and never let it happen..besides that dalam solat berjemaah, seorang ma'mum tidak boleh mendahului perbuatan imam...ma'mum haruslah menunggu setiap perbuatan imam selesai dilakukan, barulah kite mengikuti apa yg dilakukan oleh imam...contohnya, ketika sujud, selagi dahi imam belum mencecah sejadah (sujud sepenuhnya), selagi itu ma'mum harus menunggu sehingga imam selesai perlakuannya (sujud sepenuhnya).

After lunch time, kami perform solat zuhur secara berjemaah and basically from there i learned the correct way to perform solat berjemaah..Besides that ade juga session psl solat jamak and qasar...about solat jenazah...besar pahala menunaikan solat sunat jenazah...he also thought us all the adab2 betul ke kubur..The course ended after we performed solat asar berjemaah...

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Entry 2....-To solat or not to solat?

Hhhmmmmm..to solat or not to solat?

Tepuk dada tanya iman....ketuk kepala tanya akal...Tanya kepada akal, siapa yang memberi ku oksigen untuk bernafas? Siapa yang mencipta ku? Bila akan ku mati? (sorry bunyi agak kasar but that's the fact and reality...living things mati...so do you)..Ask yourself...Tapi masalhnya kita manusia nih agaknya setahun seklai or perhaps never ask ourselves that kind of question..terlalu asyik and leka dengan dunia...ade yang terlalu leka dengan kerja kerana to meet dateline and bla bla bla (like me...hikhikhikhik)...terlalu leka dengan kekayaan yang melimpah2...terlalu asyik mempercantik kan diri yang sememangnya MILIK ALLAH (guess what, we dont owned all that..ia adalah amanah ALLAH suruh kita take good care of it)...terlalu sibuk mengejar ilmu2 dunia...to tell you the truth, sibuk dengan hal2 itu sume is not wrong..tak salah langsung...malah kita memang disurh berjaya didunia tetapi, jangan sesekali membelakangi ALLAH...after pergi kursus solat tuh, it opened up my eyes yang islam nih mudah untuk dituruti..so sekarang kita sebagai hamba ALLAH tanya hati kita apa patut kita perform solat or not...my answer, SUPER DUPER OF COURSE...tapi sedihnya ada ramai umat islam sekarang agak membelakangi perintah ALLAH iaitu solat..padahal itu adalah perkara yang wajib dilalkukan oleh hamba ALLAH...jika dibaca tafsir, boleh dikatakan setiap surah and almost every two or three pages in quran (my own statistic) , ALLAH memerintahkan kita solat..."tunaikanlah solat"...ALLAH ingin kite bertemu denganNYA lima kali setiap hari..it's not that difficult...not at all...tapi kerana hati yang keras...kesombongan kepada ALLAH...mashaallah...diharap kita tidak tergolong dalam golongan itu...nauzubillah...penah seorang hamba ALLAH nih kata kat nish, "pelik kadang2 pikir, traffic jam lama2 nak ke midvalley atau spent 30 minutes cari parking kat oneutama boleh, tapi nak ke surau nak solat which only take somewhere around 5 minute tak boleh. ade aje mcm2 alasan..surau penuh la..tak bawak telekung la..atau 'u masuk la surau, i'll wait you outside'.."...mashallah...harap ALLAH jauhkan kita dan lindungi kita dibawahNYA..nauzubillah..

APA YANG MEBEZAKAN KITA DARI AGAMA LAIN? - SOLAT..(other than that would be aurat...etc)

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Entry 3...

Pernah terdengar satu ceramah by Usataz Abdullah Yasin, katanya dalam ceramahnya; solat adalah tiang agama. rosak solat (tak perform solat) rosak lah agama..and this is my version: solat adalah tiang agama.tiada solat, tiada agama...why? ini bagaikan ibarat rumah atau bangunan, tiada tiang, roboh la rumah tuh..or in another word, tiada tiang tiada lah bangunannya...i love to relate stuff around us with islam...macam mana nak buat tiang? kene ade bahan2...bahan itu kalau nak relate dalam solat, ialah ilmu...kene ade ilmu untuk perform good solat to ALLAH and from there you will have the tiang...hehehehe...bile solat and sume perkara wajib dilakukan dengan sempurna...maka mula membina masjid....hehehehe...ada paham? aik macam out of topik plak...
Waallhua'lam
Wassalam..

---------------Rabiatul Adawiyah--------------

Assalamualikum Wbt.

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH MOST GRACIOUS MOST MERCIFUL

This is one of my favourite nasyid...Rabiatul Adawiyah...and also one of tokoh Islam yang sangat saya kagumi and admire...betapa besar cintanya kepada ALLAH..

Engkau bermula dengan sengsara

Dalam mencari bahagia

Terasa bagai bayang-bayang

Gelap walau di suluh cahaya

Pepasir pantai pun berubah

Pabila hakikat melanda

Ketenangan yang kau cari

Terpancar di lorong sufi

Kau hias rumah kasih abadi

Serik menghiasi singgahsanamu

Kau berjaya merubah segala

Kasih semalam menjadi esok

Kelunakan tangisan kasihmu

Dalam simpuhan ketaatan

Bagi mengharapkan keredhaan

Dari mu Tuhan pencipta alam

Rabiatul Adawiyah

Serikandi yang tercipta

Sungguh agung pengabdianmu

Kau berjaya menjadi ikhtibar

Asmaramu dihampar suci

Pintalan dari awanan putih

Membuahkan titisan rahmat

Menyuburkan mawar yang layu

Namamu menjadi sanjungan

Ikutan ummah sepanjang zaman

Ayuh bersama kita susuri

Perjalanan kekasih Allah

-nish-

New Year 1428H and 2007

Assalamualikum Wbt.

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH MOST GRACIOUS MOST MERCIFUL

Alhamdulillah, we have come to year 1428 hijrah. I'm happy yet sad because when i think of how i performed last year and all the things i did and all my flaws....i feel very regreatful..but what to do, whats done is done, we cant turn back the time. Buku amalan pon dah dicompile with others from previous years...All we can do is seek for forgiveness from ALLAH...

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2007
Before 1428 arrived, we first celebrated year 2007. Alhamdullillah my 2007 started very well. The day before 1/1/2007, muslims all over the world celebrated Aidiladha and again alhamdullilah, I started my 2007 with qorban. Me satu bahagian, mama satu bahagian and we satu bahagian (we = abah in kelantan). So since the three of us buat qorban, and bahagian that we received was quite a lot, so i decided to do a BBQ and family members were invinted. Actually i planned the event a month before. It was a BBQ Portluck thing..Unfortunately not all family members were available, the missing family was, kak ning and family, makcik jong and ayahsyed, aunty nik's family, kak ya's, abg na's, abg je's,abg lan's and etc (ramai jugak heheheh)...Since i'm working and i have my own salary, the best thing that we could do with our monthly pay, spend it ke jalan ALLAH..ALLAh has given me so much...good and stabil job, best family anyone could have,good health (even though i am known as miss MC in my team...hhahahahah) and alhamdulillah, definately a very good life..

A week later i went to Malacca to attend Alumni meeting and anual dinner. Went there with good friend of mine, miss hanisah and my beloved cousin, miss safiyya. We stayed at Mahkota Century. Kononnya nak cari room yang ade sea view...it was fun..we had such a great time, watched midnight movie in Mahkota Parade. spent hours at Bukit St. Paul (safiyya just loved the place coz it was a good place to shot photo), plus we all naik traishaw (jakun la jugak naik beca..imagine, org Malaysia pon tak penah naik beca)..the best part, we discovered the MOST LOVELY AND BEAUTIFUL MOSQUE...the mosque is located at a very small island. None of us knew that the island exist. We discovered it through our hotel balcony..

nisah's word: Eh nish, pulau apa tuh? Ada bridge..Nampak macam kubah masjid.

me: Ntah la...Bridge tuh pegi sane ke? looks like it..

Nisah: Nnt kite g survey nak tak?

And we did..the next day after the trishaw ride we went to the island and imagine, the island has a sort of entrance gate that has a sign "NO ENTRTY"..hahahahaha...cuak jugak nak masuk but then suddenly there's car selamba aje masuk and we followed...semua building kat island tuh sumuanya terbengkalai except the mosque..the mosque is so beautiful and it has the best view of sea..masjid terapung...tempat we parked the car memang sgt dekat dgn air laut...YA ALLAH...SUBHANALLAH...memang cantik..and the mosque has lots of CCTV...i know why, takut org g dating..memang cantik la..the mosque has 2 entrance; the front entrnce and the back entrance which is also the exit to the balcony..susah nak lah cite coz memang cantik...when we arrived, safiyya said "wow, this is very beautiful, i'm going to show this to abah..this is the most beautiful mosque and very unique..."..ok la tak leh la nak compare dgn mosque kat madinah atau masjidilharam..memang yg tuh lagi cantik...kalau ade peluang, i want to go to this mosque again but at night or time maghrib and perform solat at the balcony..which facing the sea...sangat2 cantik..bile lepak kat balcony tuh, tgk view laut, langit..luasssssssss sangat..i have to admit memang rasa nak menangis coz tgk kebesaran ALLAH yg terlalu hebat..syukur...alhamdulillah, ALLAH anugerahkan pancaindera yg dapat melihat laut etc, mendengar the wave hitting the seashore, able to feel angin tiup2..sgt hebat...SUBHANALLAH..ALLAHUAKBAR...

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1428
Alhamdullilah, mlm of 1/muharam/1428 went smoothly even though i was very ill with gastric. The whole week gastric and i think it was the worst..I took leave on Friday and went to Melacca to meet cik bad my lacturer. Day trip...went there at 2.30 and came back at 6.00..Sempat baca doa penutup and doa awal tahun..but unfortunately, nih yg agak sedih...tak dapat nak baca yasin..I was in rush nak pegi to my cousin's place for sleepover because the next day i have a solat course with hussin yie..by the time sampai rumah my cousin i was so exhausted..so only recite qoran sikit..

KURSUS SOLAT HUSIN YIE..

Alhamdulillah dapat pegi kursus nih...actually tak tahu pon wujud kursus nih but one of my cousin said that she booked an extra sit..husin yie? memang fimiliar but tak penah dgr lagi any of his talk and tak tahu mcm mana rupa org nye...from his name he sounded like a chinesse and a muslim..he is..die nih seorang pendakwah mua'laf..at first takut jugak kalau2 masa kursus tuh jadi mengantuk ke apa tapi alhamdullilah it was ,the other way around. I was so wide awake and really focus from the very beginning until the course finished..It was such a very2 good course..kursus tuh berknaan solat rasullullah..bagaimana rasullullah perform his solat...starts from whudhu', solat etc...throughout the course, i learned so many new things which relates to solat and all...at first takut jugak nak join class nih...takut ade unsur ajaran yang pelik2 ke..fahaman2 apa2 ke...but alhamdullillah semua dlm kursus itu 100% based on Al-Quran, Hadith and sunnah...and the book that they provided was really good...faham isi kandungan..susah nak explain sume dlm entry nih coz the best way to explain it is through practical..in the course jugak, hussin yie ade cerita experienced2 die berdakwah and also some of trip visiting orang2 yang converted to Islam..like the one in UK..US...Chaina...Etc..people who convert because of ALLAH..I have to admit that these people have more knowladge about Islam than us who borned islam..

WAALLAHUA'LAM
WASSALM

Love

Nish Nabila

When will I see you?

Assalamualaikum Wbt,

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH MOST GRACIOUS MOST MERCIFUL

I’ve always asked myself, when will I see you and how?
For meeting you is my only dream right now.
Insha’Allah my dream will come true one day,
Because O Muhammad,(P.B.U.H) my love for you will never fade away.

Every time I read your story, my eyes start to weep,
I keep thinking about your hardships and those nights you didn’t sleep.
I realised that you got through in the end because Allah’s help you did seek,
Surely, you were the best example so your Sunnah I’ll always keep.

Your patience and generosity has been recognised by all,
And no doubt you have succeeded because we have responded to your call.
Truly, I am very blessed to be part of your Ummah,
So I will follow your footsteps so that I can meet you in Jannah.

O My Beloved, you have guided me to the right way,
So please be my intercessor on Judgement Day.
You showed me how to get the best of this dunya and the Akhira,
And you also taught me how to gain Allah’s forgiveness and Sakina.

I really hope that my final destination will be with you O Muhammad,
You are the most praised and thus received the name Ahmad.
O Chosen One, every word you spoke was true,
So may Allah’s peace and blessings shine on you.

Assalamualaikum Wbt

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH MOST GRACIOUS MOST MERCIFUL

As I stare through my window pane
looking out to the life Allah gave
I see trees of green
Flowers with dew
birds flying peacefully
I see skies so blue
But As I stare through my window pane
I think about a world away
Is there someone else
across the seas
Staring out at what could be
staring through an empty hole
looking out at burning homes
plants and flowers that grow no more
skies of grey, smoke and flames
I look out at birds
flying in flight
They look out to bombs gliding in fight
As I stare through my window pane
I see life
As they stare through their empty hole
They see death!